Another Sleepless Night

I tossed.
I turned.
I prayed.
I drank warm water.
I showered.
I watched TV.
I tried "night"dreaming.
I tried everything that could make me fall asleep.

Obviously, I had a sleepless night.

I know though why I was sleepless. I tried my best to clear my mind from the thoughts that suddenly hounded me at the last minute. But it took more than 6 six hours to battle it off. The toughest part, I was hoping I'd overcome it sooner; but to no avail.

Love is such a crazy matter. I will not say that my problem was about love because it is not there yet. But what kep me up certainly has something to do with it. I was getting so concerned with the fact that someone hasn't been texting me back.

From that thoughts compounded. More issues were unearthed. More worries have been revealed. More uncertainties and insecurities have surfaced. I was ready to choke last night.

Sigh. I really need a distraction. I need to get back on my feet and continue where I left off. This thing that I am going through is a very special feeling, but is for sure going to give me heavier and darker eyebags.