Like a child being made to believe he will be given candy after doing a good job, I got too excited yesterday. Last night was supposed to be bonding night. But one bailed out after another. Short of saying desperate, I pulled all strings together just to make it happen. I worked fast, finished my meetings early, and presented well so we can all leave early. But to no avail.
Like a child being made to believe he will be given candy after doing a good job but never got it, I was extremely disappointed. I shut out the other possibilities. I just feel bad.
Like a child being made to believe he will be given candy after doing a good job but never got it so someone tells him off, I too was told off. It's no one's fault. There are circumstances that's just beyond your and their control.
Like a child being made to believe he will be given candy after doing a good job but never got it so someone tells him off and realize it was no one fault, I too realized that.
Maybe I feel sorry. Maybe I just feel bad that I went all out to pull strings together, particularly ditch some other important things and go all out connving with people just to make things happen.
Parang nasayang lang lahat yun. And to think I thought I should go on my own and re-thought, it would be nice to have everyone there, sayang naman.
Oh well. It's just another day. It's another one of those moments.
Maybe I feel sorry...
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